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Name: Jordan
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 12/30/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: i love life, i love God, i love rainbows, i love flowers, i love walks on the beach, i love dots, i love smiles, i love to laugh, i love my friends, i love volleyball, i love sunny days, i love gazing at the stars, i love walks in the woods, i love puppies and kittens, i love music even if i dont know much about it, i love my familly, i love coffee, i love talking, i love ikea, i love shopping, i love looking at old pictures, i love singing, i love hawaii, i love waterfalls, i love clothes, i love water, i love candy, i love the smell of clean laundry, i love waking up in the morning without being woken, i love pink, i love decorating, i love my room, i love my cute lil brother...
Occupation: Student
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MSN: vanilla_angel_16@hotmail.com
Member Since:
1/14/2005
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| i find it strange that any time i am motivated to try to learn things and read more books and all i get completely overwhelmed by a bajillion other things. i'm starting to see a passion for learning grow in me, but at every chance i get it seems to be crushed. its rather saddening. i think i do want to learn, at least i'm starting to want to... it fruserates me a lot when people are judgemental. now i'm not going to go around saying, "dont judge me!" or quote the "judge not lest ye be judged", but it is really discouraging at times. certain people seem to have things there way and if someone else does it different than its obvious that they are wrong and should be looked down upon. everyone has their strengths and weaknesses. i know i struggle with looking past people's weaknesses at their good. its a really hard thing to do sometimes, but then i see how people seem to point out my weaknesses and look down on me for it and i dont want to be like that. growing is so hard sometimes. there are times when i feel like i make so many mistakes all at once, but i guess those are just growing pains. =) i find it hard to believe when people say they dont wish they could go back and change things in the past. i'm sure there is something they'd like to have learned the easy way instead of the hard? but then is it really better to learn the easy way sometimes? i guess it depends. if its something you really struggle with sometimes only the hard way will get it stuck in your head. i dont know. there are things i wish i could go back and learn the easy way. of course there's that whole i wouldnt be who i am now...but then again maybe i would be better than i am now? maybe i wouldnt have developed some of my less than desirable habits? i dont know. then maybe i could have picked up worse habits for not learning things the hard way. i really dont know. | | |
| such a time of sadness surrounds us. i've never had to deal with such a sorrow as this. it's hard to understand why God would take away such a beautiful young person. she's in a better place now, but she leaves ones who held her dear behind. i wish i knew what to say, but i dont. so many people have written beautiful things about her, but i cannot think of the words to say. its almost a silence of understanding. an understanding that life and death are all part of God's beautiful story and though we may only see darkness in this, there is beauty that we cannot see and may never see. | | |
| it saddens me when the people i love grow more and more distant. i guess thats just kinda how life is though. you have friends and then you grow apart and have new friends. its saddening. i think thats one of my biggest weaknesses. i can never seem to just let people go. i'm extremely loyal to the point that even if that person wants nothing to do with me i will still pursue friendship with them. sometimes i guess its better to let go, but its so hard to. | | |
| i hate being sick on weekends...it kills everything! | | |
| 1. What is your favorite car? mustang!!! well, i do very much love my car too. =)
2. What is your favorite time of year?
summer! i HATE the cold! well, except when it rains sometimes.
3. What is your favorite sport?
i heart volleyball!
4. What are your favorite past times?
a. hanging out with my favorite people b. partying c. playing volleyball d. listening to music and singing along =) e. i love going to the beach, though i dont often f. decorating
5. What is your favorite state?
to live in...california cuz thats where i've always lived
to visit...hawaii! nothing like a day on the beach.
6. Have you ever had to move?
we've moved 4 times i think. three of which i was really really young
7. Do you ever think about what lies ahead of you in life?
yeah, a lot. it almost gets me stressed out, but then i remember that God's got it all under control so i really shouldnt worry about it
8. Four people you tag:
um...whoever wants to!
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